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PATIENCE WAY

by Arrays

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perseus459- I absolutely love patience way, especially forget fast because the rhythm guitar riff is addictive, but I also love glass traps obsidian oceans and stuck! I have known Matthew mottram for 45 years and I am glad that I joined Facebook 18 days ago and discovered your music through mockers 😀 Favorite track: Forget Fast.
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1.
Pictures 03:08
Verse 1 Created you, An effigy To replace, reality Fall from Grace, In human terms The effigy was set to burn Chorus They built you up, To tear you down A thousand words you couldn’t make a sound They built you up, To tear you down Pictures that bury you, bury you underground Verse 2 Turned into, A modern god Worshiped for, Consumer art Captured in, Your descent Hell hath wrought the heaven sent Bridge Put in to the family system Put in to the family system Put into the family system Put into the family system Stripped of hope, stripped of will, Forced to work, chastised still They built you up, and tore you down, And here you lie, without a sound Chorus 2 They built you up, To tear you down A thousand words you couldn’t make a sound They built you up, To tear you down Pictures that bury you bury you underground They built you up, To tear you down Claw your way back to common ground They built you up, To tear you down Pictures can’t bury you bury you now Post Chorus Burn this broken family system
2.
Forget Fast 04:15
Verse 1 can’t trust what I know not any more, life so slow I can’t see it move don’t feel I can depend on reality, When every sense of the word has abandoned me, Can’t trust what I know, not any more Get second eyelids, pull them closed, tie them shut Keep out the pain, and the lie that we’re all free Abandon hope, relinquish your free will While we’re stuck inside this faux reality Chorus 1 Am I losing what I had all again? My spirit crawling under my skin In my head, I feel half dead, Am I losing what I had again Forget fast, cos the past is coming again Forget fast, the past is coming again It’s coming It’s coming Verse 2 Abandon hope it’s an illusion, When your past, is a contusion And the world fosters confusion, Abandon hope, it’s an illusion Prechorus I feel it growing under my skin, Eating me alive from within Chorus 2 Am I losing what I had all again? My spirit crawling under my skin In my head, I feel half dead, Am I losing what I had again Forget fast, cos the past is coming again It’s coming, it’s coming again Forget fast cos the past is coming again Chorus 3 Am I losing what I had all again? My spirit crawling under my skin In my head, I feel half dead, Am I losing what I had again It’s coming again Woah In my head, in my head, in my head, woah Am I losing what I had all again? My spirits crawling under my skin In my head, I feel half dead, Am I losing what I had again, oh
3.
Verse 1 Anybody can’t touch anybody can’t feel anybody can’t be just me I guess I’m alone Can’t be anybody can’t change anybody Just me guess i’m alone Everybody’s looking for signs of life If there’s a chance it’ll keep us together If anybody’s out there give us a sign, are we grabbing at straws in the ether Chorus We all want to feel like something keeps us together Maybe this lie just fills up a hole We all want to feel like something goes on forever When there’s signs of life not anything more Verse 2 Say what you will about the next life nothing stays here forever If you’re look for a sign of life it’s right here right now, the sooner the better Anybody can’t feel anybody can’t be anybody can’t see anything more Anybody can’t feel something anything nothing on the other side of the door Chorus 2 We all want to feel like something keeps us together Maybe this lie just fills up a hole We all want to feel like something goes on forever When there’s signs of life not anything more When there’s signs of life not anything more Bridge If we all came from nothing, we return to nothing, anybody out there, leave us alone If we all came from nothing, we return to nothing, Anybody out there... we all came from nothing, we return to nothing, anybody out there, leave us alone we all came from nothing, we return to nothing, anybody out there, leave us alone Chorus 3 We all want to feel like something keeps us together Maybe this lie just fills up a hole We all want to feel like something goes on forever When there’s signs of life not anything more When there’s signs of life not anything more When there’s signs of life not anything more
4.
VERSE 1 In search of a remedy, Mind’s clear and your arms are open But you can’t hold anything more than the weight of the world When your hands are broken PRE CHORUS 1 We both know something’s not right, When we hold our hands up to the light Blood runs between our fingers, This ship must bend before it breaks CHORUS I think we’re better off this way, Even if it means that I’ll be fending for myself I think we’re better off this way, Two ships in obsidian oceans trying to find their way through oblivion VERSE 2 In search of a melody, Can’t sing when the ship is sinking We know fear is the enemy, Forget the life rafts keep on drinking PRECHORUS 2 We both know something’s not right, When we hold our hands up to the light Blood dries beneath our finger nails, This wrist must bend before it breaks CHORUS 2 I think we’re better off this way, Even if it means that i’ll be fending for myself I think we’re better off this way, Two ships in obsidian oceans trying to find their way through oblivion BRIDGE In search of melody can’t sing when the ship is sinking In search of a remedy, forget the life raft keep on drinking CHORUS FINAL I think we’re better off this way, Even if it means that i’ll be fending for myself I think we’re better off this way, Two ships in obsidian ocean trying to find their way through oblivion OUTRO In obsidian oceans, In obsidian oceans, In obsidian oceans In search of melody can’t sing when the ship is sinking, In search of a remedy, forget the life raft keep on drinking
5.
Glass Traps 04:28
Devoid of a voice of reason Sent on a violent crusade Support from an empty bureau Your life a promise that’s been made Live to act on a call to arms Die for the sake of a brother’s fate Focus on the waves Wash their blood away You will fight again but I can see you’re hollow through Like sand you fall into Glass traps to capture you And I see your world collapse Right in front of you Bodies adorn the shore And still the ocean swallows more Leaves sway in the breeze While Bullet holes crack the trees Focus on their screams Haunted in your dreams You can’t change a thing but… I can see you’re hollow through Like sand you fall into Glass traps to capture you And I see your world collapse Right in front of you I can see you’re hollow through Like sand you fall into Glass traps to capture you And I see your world collapse Right in front of you (Bridge) I can see you’re hollow through Like sand you fall into Glass traps to capture you And I see your world collapse Right in front of you I can see you’re hollow through Like sand you fall into Glass traps to capture you And I see your world collapse Right in front of you
6.
Here You Are 04:07
Don't you ever think that you're not enough, when the truth is... Each step a liberation, To paint another stroke Create this gift of art, A life, a tapestry Create this gift of art, A life, a tapestry Don’t you ever think that you’re not enough, When the truth is, you are all you ever are Like putting a measure to everything, Not an absence, an uncovering Look, you’re all here, And here you are. An exposition, discovery, The pieces all fit Now find them connect them, Uncovered from the silt know that they are here, You need not travel far Don’t you ever think you’re not enough, When the truth is, you are all you ever are Like putting a measure to everything, Not an absence, an uncovering Don’t you ever think you’re not enough, When the truth is, you are all you ever are Like trying to measure eternity Not an absence, an uncovering Look, you’re all here, And here you are. Stop looking for pieces, Stop, stop, stop You the great engineer, Construct, refine, create the structure is already here, Design, assign, create Abandon insufficiency, Reintegrate reality Discard of fractured fantasies Impeding what your world could be See the pieces at your feet It’s all here Construct, refine, create Now watch the structure bloom Look upon it now, each day Lest this vision falls away
7.
Stuck 04:02
Verse 1 No matter if I was winning or losing, I didn’t really think that I was choosing Life came and went like a raging sea, I watched the tide roll out and take the best of me The truth is I let my mind control me, And when I did I let it shape the moment If I believed the lies another moment stolen, If I ignored the wise another gift was broken Look into my eyes and do you see that now, Tell me do I look beat down? Chorus 1 I’m not stuck, I am free, You can give me hate I ain’t hearing it loud This is a war cry, I’m stepping up stepping up out now Verse 2 Cast these vines of lies away from me, Bleeds me dry of my energy Tendrils creep into my very being, Rip them out burn them at their seed Pre Chorus I Built walls to keep you out, they just kept me down I’m Not Stuck Chorus 2 I’m not stuck, I am free, You can give me weight it ain’t bringing me down All of these chains they aren’t holding me now I’m not stuck, I am free, You can give me hate I ain’t hearing it loud And this is a war cry, I’m stepping up stepping up out now Step out! Bridge I’m not stuck, no I never was, I’m not stuck, no I’ll never be I’m not stuck, no I never was, The safety of the cage won’t satisfy the free Chorus 3 I’m not stuck, I am free, You can give me weight it ain’t bringing me down All of these chains they aren’t holding me now I’m not stuck, I am free, You can give me hate I ain’t hearing it loud And this is a war cry, I’m stepping up stepping up out now This is a war cry, I’m stepping up stepping up out now This is a war cry, I’m stepping up stepping up out now, Now, Now!~~|
8.
Uncool 02:51
Don’t open your mouth . Your personality Might fall out oh no oh no Don’t you be yourself You’re making everybody else uncomfortable oh no Are you trying to fit in? Maybe that’s the problem I think that that’s the problem We’re all comfortable Being totally uncomfortable I could never be enough (That’s okay with me) I could never feel enough (I got space to breathe) I could never have enough (things to make me full) To accept myself as so damn uncool Are you trying to fit in? Maybe that's the problem, I think that that's the problem Don't break me down! I don’t fit the mould? I’m not a fungi Not what you’re looking for? I’m not your bullseye I don’t fit the mould? Guess there’s not mushroom Not what you’re looking for? You fucking asshole Are you trying to fit in? Maybe that's the problem, I think that that's the problem We're all comfortable being totally uncomfortable Oh no, oh no, oh no Chorus 2 I could never be enough (That’s okay with me) I could never feel enough (I got space to breathe) I could never have enough (things to make me full) To accept myself as so damn uncool I could never be enough (That’s okay with me) I could never feel enough (I got space to breathe) I could never have enough (things to make me full) To accept myself as so damn uncool
9.
Faithless 03:44
Verse 1 I’m open to the next step, Please make it obvious I’m tired of the riddles, Unfold me from this mess I’m tired of believing that I’m meant for something more I’m tired of the feeling that I’ve missed something Chorus 1 No Hope, No faith, Just fear, Filling up an empty space No Hope, No faith, Just fear, Filling up an empty space Verse 2 I’m looking for the light switch, Please make it obvious It’s dark out here and I can’t find my way I miss the part of me that says we’ll be ok Chorus 2 No Hope, No faith, Just fear Filling up an empty space No Hope, No faith, Just fear Filling up an empty space Trying my best to believe in something, Anything Trying my best to believe in something, while I limp to safety I miss the part of me that says we’ll be ok Bridge anybody else out there, making this up as we go along Writing yet another line to another verse of another cursed unheard song I got wrinkles on my face where a dream was supposed to be If this isn’t what I’m here for tell me what’s the use of me Chorus 3 No Hope, No faith, Just fear Filling up an empty space No Hope, No faith, Just fear Filling up an empty space Post Chorus Trying my best to believe in something, Anything Trying my best to believe in something, while I limp to safety I miss the part of me that says we’ll be ok No Hope
10.
Black Sheep 03:26
Verse 1 They say that blood is thicker than water But it disintegrates when it is dry Like a lamb being lead to the slaughter Came for support and left with a broken spine You always said you were someone to turn to When I was down and the well ran dry They say that blood is thicker than water But it won't cover a lie Chorus 1 I made a choice to be me, In spite of everyone else I Didn’t think that the change would come easy But to be free, Meant being pushed to the fringe And a part of my life would then leave, You make me feel like i’m a Black sheep (Black Sheep) Black sheep (Black Sheep) Verse 2 You sold a vision of love and acceptance, Unconditionally Next thing I know, I’ve been left for dead While you break bread with the enemy Pre Chorus Illusion, I got you figured out - you’re like a witch drawing sailors to their death in the sea Delusion, I broke your spell, you’ll never be a port for to call for safety Chorus 2 I made a choice to be me, In spite of everyone else I Didn’t think that the change would come easy But to be free, meant being pushed to the fringe A part of my life would then leave, I’ve got to be me, can’t be anyone else You would rather me dead than to be myself so to be me, In spite of everyone else means killing myself in your eyes You make me feel like I’m a Bridge Black sheep, You make feel like i’m a Black sheep, I can’t believe that i’m the Black sheep, I guess it’s just as well Fringe Benefits i’m out of the cell Black sheep, You make feel like i’m a Black sheep, I can’t believe that i’m the Black sheep, I guess it’s just as well Fringe Benefits i’m out of the cell Chorus 3 I made a choice to be me, In spite of everyone else I Didn’t think that the change would come easy But to be free, meant being pushed to the fringe A part of my life would then leave, I’ve got to be me, can’t be anyone else You would rather me dead than to be myself so to be me, In spite of everyone else means killing myself in your eyes You make me feel like I’m a black sheep

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released July 22, 2022

All songs written, performed, produced, engineered and mixed by JP Carroll.

Mastering by Luke Finlay of Primal Recordings

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Arrays Auckland, New Zealand

Introducing ARRAYS, the creative sandbox of Auckland Musician/Producer JP Carroll.

The incumbent third album, PATIENCE WAY, continues to expand the borders of the project’s musicality.

JP’s former band (Armed In Advance) had the honor of supporting Drowning Pool, P.O.D and Skillet on New Zealand soil. JP also currently fronts Auckland hard rock band Swerve City.
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